[Verse 1]
You had a heart of gold
I know because I fucking sold it
And truth be told
I couldn't even say what I did with the money
Heads are like that
At least for me when I try to think back
This is where I'd ordinarily

[Verse 2]
Check the room for spatial distortion
Stare at the moon, and cherish the feeling
Eat my words, and choke on the meanings
Stoke the flames, and burn like I mean it
This is where we lost our memories
This is where I long to be

[Chorus]
Here I am
The walking sum of your disappointments
I made peace with that
When I let all the feeling out
I can do that much, but I can't stop the bleeding
Speak in codes
Spin the wheels 'til we bend the spokes
Shake up these tired bones
Make a point, drive it home
You're cool as a heart attack
I can't move, so I can't relax
Some things you can't take back
Not now, not fucking ever
[Verse 3]
I've got a heavy soul
Right now, it's like a fucking boulder
And all I know
There's not too much more I can shoulder
Fill my lungs
And cough 'til I'm heaving
Spill my guts
And just fucking leave them

[Chorus]
Here I am
The walking sum of your disappointments
I made peace with that
When I let all the feeling out
I can do that much, but I can't stop the bleeding
Speak in codes
Spin the wheels 'til we bend the spokes
Shake up these tired bones
Make a point, and drive it home
You're cool as a heart attack
I can't move, so I can't relax
Some things you can't take back
Not now, not fucking ever