[Chorus #1]
I can say for certain this time, something different
Its not easy letting you slip by, but what's the difference?
Remember fighting with them nerf guns after Christmas
And spending warm nights in Baltimore with my grandma
Had plenty of long nights where I didn't know if i could manage
Another long flight, another home away from Dallas
Gon' make my wrongs right now that I'm grown, its up to me
I'm keeping this inside so you can't hold it over me

[Verse #1]
Feel free to show me how you feel, you know this not forever
You mean way more to me than you might think ill never tell you
When shit get overwhelming, pray to god and call my mama
I feel it closing in, but I'm gon' keep on runnin' from it
Last thing I'm finna do is dirty my hands, big bro will gladly do it
Last time really did hurt, but I'd do it again, I know its a bad idea
Just had to step thru shit, I'm over the hedge, sound like the children movie
You wanna spend one day inside this head? you gotta be ready for it
I just took the books out my bag, stuffed a dub in it
Go and turn your back, I'm not mad, I'm just frustrated
This is not my place, know my time, but I had fun with it
You play around with my mans, its goin down, something like Young Joc
Little shoes, big smile, mama would wait at the bus stop, swimming pool, summertime, can't wait till i was old enough
College visits, tour guides, my sister show me growing up
Hardly even know you still but its going to be much more than this
[Chorus #2]
I can say for certain this time, something different
Its not easy letting you slip by, but what's the difference?
Remember fighting with them nerf guns after Christmas
And spending warm nights in Baltimore with my grandma
Had plenty of long nights where I didn't know if i could manage
Another long flight, another home away from Dallas
Gon' make my wrongs right now that I'm grown, its up to me
I'm keeping this inside so you can't hold it over me