2 years since I last dropped
Music turned so I turned to a sad spot
Cigarettes, let the ash drop
This the last stop on this fast plot

Am I’m running from something or running to something?
This coming from something
Am I losing my passion or losing my traction?
It’s cuz of my actions that all of this happened

Vanished like magic
Feel like I’m trapped in all of this madness
Fear of the blackness taking me captive
Something I’m lacking?

(Please) Tell me I’m asking
I feel like I’m-

Take a breath
Can’t escape abyss, so this grain of salt I take it with
Man, life’s a bitch
Family drama, one minute it’s this, next minute it’s that

Panic attacks keep on tying my back
Not evеn to add I’m dealing with that
So sad it’s tragic
Shit, I just need time to process

Prospеct what is left and determine in earnest if this is worth earning
Worth carrying burdens on shoulders for certain
That’s your prerogative, this is mine
Stay in your bubble don’t trouble mine

My angels and demons on different sides… typically
But right now, their logic means shit to me... so, let’s reassess differently
Cold sweats and an eye twitch
Decisions made quickly why isn’t this

The pettiness in me wants tat-for-tit
Match is lit
The difference is differences
That is it
Different views but the stack is big
F.O.E. made a foe, had me staggering
Fuck it, I don’t want it then
Maybe death will finally bring quietness

Silence please...I need time to think
Time to let it sink
Time to clear the stink of the stench they bring
God damn... Know as you get old, true problems unfold

They say the peace mind is so hard to find
Now I understand with these thoughts of mind like walking mines
I can’t breathe, I’m trying, and this rope's a vine
Give a piece of mind for some peace of mine but ahhhh

Yea... Huh... So be it