Heavy now

My heart was full, it’s spilling over for once
I’m done with always coming over
I’m 20% and lights off
I run, i run to make up for sharpness I lost
I bite my tongue to just feel whatever it costs
Can a body be a safe zone?
Can a feeling gain momentum?
When is this fall gone already?
I don’t wanna make it all this heavy (Heavy)

Heavy in my emotions, heavy in my shoulders
Heavy in my [?]
I don’t wanna be so heavy now
Heavy metal dancin’, heavy in my head it’s a little like madness
Don’t wanna be so heavy now
Heavy, heavy, heavy, heavy, ya

[?]
Thеy say the best part of relation is going through hеll
But i’m not, i’m up, i’m up
I just sing the words with ease
I want your love ‘cause it sweatens up the disease

Turn a horror to a classic
At the finish line [?]
Bullets that I maybe just should bury
I don’t wanna weigh you down, so heavy
Heavy in my emotions, heavy in my shoulders
Heavy in my [?]
I don’t wanna be so heavy now
Heavy metal dancin’, heavy in my head it’s a little like madness
Don’t wanna be so heavy now
Heavy now, heavy now, heavy now

Heavy in my emotions, no thanks, no thanks
Don’t wanna be so heavy now
Heavy metal dancing, it’s a little like madness
(heavy now)