[Verse 1]
2 years have passed but i still ain’t got a bitch now
New fears back probably rather be at a sit down
A truth with these facts is that im really not a kid now
Mental state emergency someone give me the clip now
(why)

I told y’all the reasons
Im blessed to be rapping but i know i’ve been sneezing
Im sick, and not in the way you just be thinking
These seasons hitting hard but i dont wanna stop breathing
Take one to the face everyday but harder moving
Waisted my education could’ve been a Harvard studеnt
Miss me with that bull but you made a target to you
Far еast fan but i hate the farthest movements



I try to put work like i never did
Even though it hurts i never win
Try to fight back but the system is
Really hard now to go against
I do not know what i want in life
Every dream’s the same one
I hope i got it right
And its treating me well like the fame does


No confinence
No defiance
We alone, im alone
Thats why i talk to you





[Verse 2]

Seeing that you’re camera shy couldn’t even talk to it, looking for appointments, just to see that you had gotten through it, im in depth with you you in to deep with these pool of thoughts, but you swimming in money, and you dont realize how cool you got, you got you’re life ahead of you you gotta swim for it, raise the roof break ceilings jump out of the gym for it, and to give your daughter a way you gotta live for it, you’re going in towards it theres nothing that i would give for it, this is your gift for ya, live in the moment g, give in or give up so give in to your soul please





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Jump in the whip and i ride out my life, some of this shit i look bye and then try to understand, figure out why im not the man


Sentence jotted with the page scripted, like get up off me i dont take shit, feeling 5’9 but dont age different, i could change the game if my names in it, can't get a girl but dont do wrong, but the man in the world makes true songs



And he likes that but can't fight back, always looked at like an outcast, im a big boi with big dreams but i dont think you about that, im a made man with a gameplan i dont think you could shout back



Id rather be flying on con air, im better off dying its not fair, you n***as be lying you not prepared



Tucked a big knife in a fist fight and i had y’all crying like you’re moms there, set it off for the night and we not scared, get your shit right life’s not fair, huh, yeah, let me breathe my dawg, uh



Used to be a lonesome kid, came back now im feeling like i should show y’all this, feeling blue but i gotta see the color sometimes, would’ve died if i said that i was done with the ride



Yeah, still in the same boat though, gotta get a wave fasho though, this shit hitting in my soul though, sounds mean a lot more than noise




No confinence, no defiance, we alone, im alone, thats why i talk to you



I dont do this for the boys, i won't do shit for the ploys, i won't let nobody get into my way and start to determine my choice



This is for love, not for the people, they aim with their shots, and they gotta be lethal, project progress dropping the sequel, but nobody stopping their tracks to help me though, i used to so solo, then i got right back up, but life is a circle, its turning me purple, and now im just right back done, im leaving for college in 2 months, but seems its still a lot to chew huh, but i can't eat still being broke even though im still gonna move up, these rhymes are therapy, still can't find clarity, still find life menacing, but i dont really like charity, its just not all right there for me, so these are nights of cherishing, theres still some shit i’ve barely seen so ima keep going you can't compare to me, im done, fuck