[Intro: Alan Watts]
Let's suppose that you were able every night to dream any dream that you wanted to dream
And that you could, for example, have the power within one night to dream 75 years of time
Or any length of time you wanted to have
And you would, naturally as you began on this adventure of dreams
You would fulfill all your wishes

[Verse 1: IHopegood]
So I’m looking through my photos, so nostalgic
I come across some feelings
There’s no doubt about it
Pondered bout that life I tried to kill so long ago
Thought I erased it off my phone
But the fact that I still care keeps coming back again
I go to buy thе pens
My friends all gone to livе these different lives
Good for them, but I still miss them
Yes, I’m losing track of time
Thought I learned to let it go
All that shit I can’t ignore
Wanna free my soul and yet I’m drunk and passed out on the floor

[Hook]
“I wanna disappear”
Is that what you wanna hear?
Cuz I’m mature and I’m certain like David Copperfield
Still I’m Saucy, forever
Words don’t mean shit to me
Boy, you’re at my eulogy so let me fucking Rest In Peace [x2]
[Verse 2]
The tattoos on my skin
Hope my name starts sinking in
Message is great like the Wall of China
Let them know that I don’t fuck with hate
Every fucking day
You keep fucking with my brain
Every word you say
The breaths you take
Are reasons why I shouldn’t stay
But no, because I’m still here
Drama lived, I’m Willy Shakespeare
Daggers in my heart, so fierce
They pierce my peers’ appearance
All the reasons why I’m so fucked
And yet, my life’s not over
The kids who think these words
They’re all the people that I do this for

[Verse 3]
You haven’t seen my norm
You think I’ve got a rotten core
You think I’m just a prick
As if I’m evil in a Catholic home
No devils in my soul
My alter ego sets that tone
That’s cuz my base was heavy hitting
Every lyric I was spitting
Yeah, but now I’m passed that
Feelings trapped
Like swords, they clash and fight back
You called me to tell me you’re bluffing
I’m flushed from your shit
Bitch, why’re you like that?
Trained not to cry, so I say my goodbye
Hope that someone can show you your lies
You’re Medusa, I’m stoned
Stop calling my phone and leave me
Cuz I’ve come to realize
I’m better off alone
If every flower has been picked
All the weeds are left committing theft
No seeds for them
No lips to kiss
Living this life til the day that I die
My legacy left on the desk where I write
I’m making a difference for better or worse
With the words I say on my tracks and verse
[Hook]
“I wanna disappear”
Is that what you wanna hear?
Cuz I’m mature and I’m certain like David Copperfield
Still I’m Saucy, forever
Words don’t mean shit to me
Boy, you’re at my eulogy so let me fucking Rest In Peace [x2]

[Outro: Alan Watts]
Love is self-abandonment
Not clinging to oneself
Throwing yourself out
As in for example, in basketball
You're always getting rid of the ball
You say to the other fellow 'Have the ball.'
See? And uh..
Th-that keeps things moving
That’s the nature of life
So, in this idea then
Everybody is fundamentally
The... ultimate reality
Not God in a politically kingly sense
But God in the sense of being the self
The deep, down basic whatever there is
And you’re all that
Only you’re pretending you’re not