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Momma Was a Dopefiend
[Intro]
I love my momma
Momma
[Chorus]
Momma was a dopefiend (Life you gave me)
Momma was a dopefiend (Momma, you made me)
Momma was a dopefiend (You never judged me)
Momma was a dopefiend and she loved me (Momma loved me)
Momma was a dopefiend (Life you gave me)
Momma was a dopefiend (Momma, you made me)
Momma was a dopefiend (You never judged me)
Momma was a dopefiend and she loved me (Momma loved me)
[Verse]
Momma was a dopefiend
I used to dream, she kept her nose clean
I needed somebody to console me
Got me thinking that the whole world owe me
Tellin' people that know me that they don’t know me
But deep down inside, I'm missin' my OG
I needed somebody to talk to
My mom was a human consuming dog food
Tried to hide it but we all knew
Her nodding off was a clue
Confront her, she wanted to fight, fuss and argue
It was the same movie, but no part two
The source of my anger, I love, I hate you
I am you, but I ain’t you
You left my dad bitter like grapefruit
I cried a thousand tears for every track on your arm
I cried a thousand tears recording ya song
Pushed me out of the womb and left me when I was two
No first days at school or watchin' me jump the broom
I was ashamed when people asked me what momma do
So I made up something crazy like "yeah, she work at the zoo"
Can't trust women 'cause I couldn't trust you
It's a shame, I sell the same thing that caused us pain
It's a fucked up game
I was addicted to sellin', she was addicted to usin’
Opposite ends of the spectrum but go together
Like problems and solutions
I never got a chance to be a momma’s boy
And that toyed with my emotions
Your behavior is a result of the house you grew up in
And growin' up without momma was rough
I continued blaming myself and askin’ God
"Why wasn't I good enough?"
[Chorus]
'Cause momma was a dopefiend (Life you gave me)
Momma was a dopefiend (Momma, you made me)
Momma was a dopefiend (You never judged me)
Momma was a dopefiend and she loved me (Momma loved me)
Momma was a dopefiend (Life you gave me)
Momma was a dopefiend (Momma, you made me)
Momma was a dopefiend (You never judged me)
Momma was a dopefiend and she loved me (Momma loved me)