[Intro]
(Ayo, Sheff)
I wonder why it always seems to rain
When I have lost the love, I have lost the love
I have lost the love
Low it's my heart paining
Ayy
[Verse]
I done lost all the love that I had for these n***as
Be real, I been thinkin’ 'bout spazzin' on n***as
These bitches be weird, always naggin’ a n***a
But quick to ask for some cash from a n***a
Sometimes I be wishin' a n***a ain't make it
'Cause this shit gets rough, but the bag a lil' different
Sometimes I just want to wake up and go missin'
But this shit hit different, not average, n***a
Eighty somеthin' shows in a year, I been gettin'
In that cell, had a vision, got out on a mission
Sincе I was sixteen, ain’t gon’ lie, I been Cripping and hittin'
Go ask BigX, standin’ on business
Got hammered back double up and start givin'
Then they start trippin', I hope that you listen
These n***as is grimey they want how you livin'
No lovin’ these women, they lookin' for trickin'
Like where was these folks when in that spot with the kitchen?
Where was these folks when my pockets was empty?
Where was these folks the long nights when I was dealin'?
How you gon' want what I got but ain't did it?
My family gon' call when they broke and I get it
As soon as tell 'em no once you the villain
Not once did they check on my son and I'm chilli'
Depressed, I can't be with my boy every minute
I fell out with my brother, that shit hurt my spirit
But we all gotta learn, hope he change and start listenin'
Hope that he keeps his pole on him, they spinnin'
The life that he livin', I know that he sinnin'
I got two lil' girls on the way, I be trippin'
So scarred from the love that I dub all these women
So God gave me two, now I'm seein' it vivid
I get it a thousand more reasons for livin'
Know that I want to check out and just give it up
How I got all these problem? I'm rich as fuck
Hoes don't want love, all these hoes want a tummy tuck
These n***as ain't gangster just mad that they just broke as fuck
Ease the pain when I drink out that double cup
Only time that I'm hurt when I sober up
Smile in your face, but I swear that's a cover up
Rappin' my pain, this the shit that y'all wanted
[Outro]
Like where was these folks when in that spot with the kitchen?
Or where was these folks when my pockets was empty?
Where was these folks the long nights when I was dealin'?
How you gon' want what I got ain't did it?
I have lost the love
Low it's my heart paining