[Verse 1: Kill Bill: The Rapper]
With every step this weight completes a list I never can
There came a time I felt you're better off in better hands
With every passing moment through the time-lapse that my life is
I get madder at my brain because that synapse isn't firing
What the fuck have I become?
The statue made of all my fears
Even with you in the room
It feels like we ain't talked in years
And what's the point of this success if I just fail at being human?
What's the point of branching out if I can't keep my deepest roots in?
And my therapist is pissed
Missing sessions when I need 'em
Tryna make these words rhyme
While I wrestle with my demons
Stuck inside a fetch quest
Sun up, I ain't slept yet
Ask me why I'm still here
Fear's still my best guess
Another day go by today they say to take it by the day
But if I see another day I might just break and fly away
Shit was simple
You grin, I make a home inside your dimples
Dug a hole for my decay
They find my bones in instrumentals
[Chorus: Kill Bill: The Rapper]
A simple time, a simple place, a simple smile
I simply crumble, I ain't seen you in a while
A simple laugh at all my simple little jokes
Holding hands under the moss hanging from my simple oak
A simple time, a simple place, a simple smile
I'm simply crushed that I ain't seen you in a while
A simple laugh at all my simple little jokes
Holding hands inside the fire while we turn to simple smoke
[Verse 2: Rav]
(R-A-V!)
Name's Rav, most my dreams come true
But none of that matters cause my nightmares do too
Out of bounds still find me stuck inside a hidden room
Hoping someone notice that I'm missing and come visit soon
The door opens from the inside though
Use my inside voice when they're inches from my dome
No inside, insight, insides, woah!
That's why self-sabotage feels like an inside joke
And it might finally be getting funny
This overwhelming despair don't hurt no more it numbs me
Hiding under bedsheets, depressed eating gummies
My tank's 'bout at 0 now, let's be a hundred!
Can I survive? While holding onto tether still
I'm as strong as I ever will, yeah
And as strong as I ever could be
Let my demons cook long as I don't let them cook me
[Chorus: Kill Bill: The Rapper ]
A simple time, a simple place, a simple smile
I simply crumble, I ain't seen you in a while
A simple laugh at all my simple little jokes
Holding hands under the moss hanging from my simple oak
A simple time, a simple place, a simple smile
I'm simply crushed that I ain't seen you in a while
A simple laugh at all my simple little jokes
Holding hands inside the fire while we turn to simple smoke
A simple time, a simple place, a simple smile
I simply crumble, I ain't seen you in a while
A simple laugh at all my simple little jokes
Holding hands under the moss hanging from my simple oak
A simple time, a simple place, a simple smile
I'm simply crushed that I ain't seen you in a while
A simple laugh at all my simple little jokes
Holding hands inside the fire while we turn to simple smoke