[Intro]
Yo
Yo, yo, yo
Yo
Yo
Yo, yo, yo

[Verse 1]
Pull the sheets over my face (mic check, mic check, mic check)
Dig my fingers through my chest, rip the leaches of my case
Depleted time inside this smile, lost reason to escape
Easy speaking doesn't help no more
Been leaking, now I'm drained
This unyielding strain has since cured me of my sanity
Flashing thoughts of death, to bridge life's curious disparity
Woeful
Look at me, less than half of me hopeful
Instrumental in my decline and I havеn't been vocal
I'll crack a joke and laugh looking happy and mogul
To bypassers snooping
No disrespеct but you don't have solutions
Or a clue, but what I have been through
All I ask for is a little space
And please spare me your massive hubris
Look I'm not saying what I'm going through is that unusual
Or some tragic deuces
Broken, see, you barely have the looseness of my points of reference
And my poison preference
Kill the hopes of merriment then I destroy the evidence
Mad elusive anyway
Still look backwards, heavy weight
Halving it every half hour
Anti-depressants each day
Therapy have paused temporarily, I'm taking a break
Before I break in my wake
Rarely, barely okay
I ain't slept in my own bed or home in months
Only habits I've retained is self-loathing and smoking blunts
Moved across the ocean for better access to loaded guns
And now I'm here, shooting what's meant for my skull into the air
[Bridge]
I'm not sure of where I'm supposed to go
Yelling: "Shut up boy, I'm supposed to go"
Not sure I love myself at all
When I'm not standing close to you

[Verse 2]
Double entendre, who gives a fuck?
It's still the mantra
Not interested these days, I'm breaking contracts
Being honest, it's been seven years, been unpromised
And as it falls apart before my eyes I'm looking onwards going: "Who am I?"
No seriously, who am I?
Not you and I
Not these thoughts of suicide, nah
Beyond that is there something still left fighting for?
So I want that
Can I become that?
The beat goes on
And your boy's just smoking
Loitering my pearly gates that won't ever open
Saving phone numbers I ain't ever gon' call
If I were to disappear, I wonder when they would notice
Yo, I have lost the love, I have lost some people
Watching bridges burn, watching my net-worth increase though
Health decays each day
Each morning symptom casino
Cost to find myself even at the cost of ego
When you've nothing left to lose you lose sense of danger
Life's fucked me, it's time that I redress the favor
Or maybe, stack it and learn to nurture myself
Or does that somehow go against my nature?
What can these hands grab and these teeth do?
How far can these feet move?
Just how many choices can I reset through?
To convince myself I can ever be less you
That I'm nothing to sneeze at when I've needed proof
But you uptight, someone please help me shake loose
[Outro]
There's no controlled chaos