[Intro]
Ayo I am high as shit right now
And I need to talk to you man
I feel like
For the first time of my life
I really, really want to be selfish here
And yet at the same time I feel like you might be getting the wrong end of the stick here
Why do I have to choose y'know?

Check it

[Verse 1]
Hello best friend
I know you ain't impressed with the way that I be stressin you out
Look
Nevertheless I must confess that I am feeling so depressed
When I see you signing all but never holler yes
It's understandable, your complex, the situation's messy
Knees weak, tongue numb, and my arms spaghetti
Neither her nor I have looked for love and yet we found it
Best friend or soul mate my mind was clouded
I haven't been in a relationship for half a decade
I've met a hundred women, to some which I masturbated
But there's a reason that I haven't dated
Cause I'd never care back, and yet love is a collaboration
See all I do is sit on my balls
Leaning out the balcony wishing I fall
My heart man is different, it's small
But with her, mentions to my life, came a gift t'was a soul
[Hook]
Love
Once you win it you fall
For that one, that you can't make decisions at all
I've written this all in the past
When I'd laughed at the thought that true love could be possible

(and I mean it)

[Verse 2]
And there ain't nothing else to say
Besides the fact that we still want you as a friend, you're great
This isn't an apology for the virtue of love that I have for her
I'm just sorry that it hurt you