[Verse 1: Zach Boucher]
Tell me we need to escape
From our feelings before they leak and we break and can't seal them
It’s not easy being fake, a bit uneasy they say
Couldn't admit that I wasn't in the grey
I don’t know why I think I can take more than I can handle and
Why I take emotions and just hope I can abandon them
Why I think a scar will fucking heal with just a bandage and
I took this all for granted like the planet fucking handed it
And though I know it's cold cause there's a ghost that y'all are standing with
I've been so alone and don't know if you'll understand it yet
This is where I go when no one knows I'm feeling stranded
It’s this random train of thought I’ve got that gets me in this panic
Not a fan of it much
[Hook: Steezefield]
Oooh I Fall Apart
Down to my core
Oooh I Fall Apart
Down to my core
Oooh didn't know it before
Surprised when you caught me off guard
All this damn jewelry I bought
You was my shorty, I thought
[Verse 2: Zach Boucher]
Shoutout to Steeze, for sending me this beat
So I can tell you all my flaws and use this song as therapy
Thank you
It’s getting harder to believe I've been falling to fucking pieces
A part of me doesn't see it enough
I'm weak, lately been missing a piece
Never had valid reasons to better my self esteem
Either it’s lack of trust or this lack of my self belief and
I shouldn't care how they feel if they never cared about me, honestly
Like where do we go? Why am I feeling so cold?
Why am I asking for answers I really never want to know?
Feel like I'm losing control, feel like I'm turning to ghost
Me? I've been burning the rope, been tryna pick up the pieces
I'm leaking out feelings from everything that I've been told and I can't hold it
[Hook: Steezefield]
Oooh I Fall Apart
Down to my core
Oooh I Fall Apart
Down to my core
Oooh didn't know it before
Surprised when you caught me off guard
All this damn jewelry I bought
You was my shorty, I thought
[Outro: Zach Boucher]
We need to escape
Before we leak and we break
It's not easy being fake
Yeah