[Chorus]
I'm so fucked up with you, cause the things you said
Say that you hate me, is it because I'm off these meds?
Is it because I don't give a fuck 'bout the n***as that you had?
Is it because I turnt up on you and I never looked back?
2019 I was sad, I get to cryin' to myself
I get to lyin' to myself, used to hate how I felt
Playin' the cards I was dealt, with, oh yeah
This that real n***a revelations, real n***a dedication

[Verse]
Yeah we fuss and we fight, then I give you pipe, that's the shit that you like
I'm on drugs еvery night, fuck with the blues, ion rеally like the whites
Said you got nun to lose, you feelin' like, you ain't really livin' life
I'm an addict baby, Ima keep it real, I ain't tryna fuck up yo life
And I know that you was fucked up in yo younger life
And I know that you been hurt once before, I'm not tryna make it twice
Off this pill, Ima keep it realer than real, Ima tell you how I feel
And my double cup just like my feelings, Ion really never like to spill
And I know it certain shit that you holdin' back from cause you fear
And I kept it real from the jump, I ain't gon' let these hoes interfere
What we got is strong, and I know I fucked the trust up when you found the shit in my phone
But you really lovin' on me, ain't think about leavin' Kayb
But that's how it's 'posed to be, you don't really love me if you leave
Then we sit back and laugh while we smoke on this tree
You my best friend to the end, and I never want this to end
Got me prayin' for my sins
I just want you to know, baby
And I'm finna walk up out this door, need you to save me
I love you to the moon and back, need you to have my back
Feelin' like you useless in this world, girl that's whack
And you so important to me, that's a fact
And you said you want more of me, that's no cap
And I know, I love it, gon' be fine
We gon' age like wine