[Intro]
It's like a feeling of reminiscence when I, when I hear this beat
Bring me back to, like, 11th grade, I used to get on beats like this and just, and just go
About my life
Yeah

[Verse 1]
I sacrificed and suddenly I wasn't stressin' no more
The last time I had a drink, I said I'm lettin' this go
The last time that I smoked weed, I ain't get high, I got low
'Cause when I'm not sober-minded, it feel like my life movin' slow
When I'm not sober-minded, feel like I lose track where I'm at
If I'm not sober-minded, I'm feeling like God is upset
My life way too hard for me to go backwards like a cassette
I got all these thoughts on my head, they feel like berets
I get depressed and I feel like I be in detention
I get in the booth and I'm cookin' like I'm in Leia's kitchen
I see the vision that ain't nobody else ever was gettin' now
'Cause I'm Kieran The Light, that's really just how I'm livin'
They be like, 'Ain't you that guy that do music?'
And that be when I realize this is actually movin'
Wasn't that long ago I asked God to help me do it
Not too long after, a hundred thousand people knew me
It's a movie, man
We ain't made it past the introduction
Not even bein' cocky, I'm just tryin' to stand for somethin'
So many steady runnin', I know they can feel I'm comin'
I ain't sendin' shots, but I see everybody duckin', ain't it somethin' now
Satan tell us, 'What you bein' sneaky for?'
I see you tryin' to duplicate me like screen records, no need for more
You know what I'm here to save the people for
That's why you see me droppin' an album, like, every season for 'em, speakin' for 'em
[Interlude]
I was readin' the Bible, and
I got to James chapter 1, verse 8
And I felt somethin'
I felt like

[Verse 2]
I always feel like I'm doubleminded
One day I see clearly, then I feel like I'm double-blinded
People always quick to give opinions 'bout my life, and
Really, I don't care about they words, so I never mind it
Crazy after all of my exes, I became this person
When I see 'em now, sometimes I wish that they had this version
God's plan, I had to go through it to know my purpose
So I had to be that person back then so I could be certain
Jay be tellin' me to move away and live my best life
At 26, I'm more focused on who's the best wife
That's how I feel, but I ain't tell him how I felt about it
Last month I married Leia, ain't even tell nobody
I get calls from Rob G., it always feels refreshin'
We talk for hours 'bout God, I guess that's our way to check in
Such a genuine heart he's got, I can't second-guess it
He like a brother to me now, I guess it's just a blessing
People I fell out with can't get over all my older days
I know some people still mad at me over old mistakes
Sometimes I wake up and I feel like my whole life is a waste
Battles with my past be havin' me all over the place
I'm healin', tryin' to escape from these old feelings
Don't know how I'm livin', it's increasin' my perseverance
I ain't scared of nothing, but I'll always be God-fearin'
I ain't scared of nothing 'cause I always got God near me
I'm healing