Sometimes I watch and breathe in candles
All my life I've been confused

As I grew up
I filled my cup
Even though I didn't want to stay
As I grew up
I spilled my guts
Even though I didn't want to say

I see a big boat
Riding the big wave
High John
High John
Takes me right to the open gate

Sometimes lost in holy grandeur
All my life I've been misused

As I grew up
I filled my cup
Even though I didn't want to stay
As I grew up
I spilled my guts
Even though I didn't want to say
I see a big boat
Riding the big wave
High John
High John
Takes me right to the open gate

Sometimes I watch and breathe in candles
All my life I've been confused