Believe me when I say
I’d explain if I could
Trade feelings with words
But words do no good
I’ve made up my mind
I’ll stay outside
I’ve made up my mind
I’ll stay outside
I’ll stay outside
I have a constant dream
It’s my horror
Suddenly I’m standing on a tired raft
In the darkest river I can barely see the sides
And then on the furthest shore
I see myself, I’m lit so brightly
And then the waters wage a mighty war
The raft is lost and I begin to drown
And with my last breath I cry out my name
But no one hears me
The river steals the sound
I have more than a troubled mind
I have got a fourfold vision
Viewed through misshaped eyes
Imagining fourfold the golden light
As I sit threefold my darkening night
A twofold silence is where I keep
I pray that heaven saves me from onefold sleep
A twofold silence is where I keep
I pray that heaven saves me
I have more than a troubled mind
I have got a tired body from accelerated time
Imagining fourfold the golden light
As I sit threefold my darkening night
A twofold silence is where I keep
I pray that heaven saves me from onefold sleep
A twofold silence is where I keep
I pray that heaven saves me
My contrition is from telling stories
Holding hands while telling lies
My life’s partitioned into equal segments
Of guilty conscience, tired mind
I’ve made up my mind
I’m going to stay outside
I’ve made up my mind
I’m going to stay outside
Ivan’s devil obstructs my goal
His words creating these reflective walls
And then I see my eyes placed in his face
As I look closer I see his lips are mine
As he speaks to me I fall asleep
And I begin to dream
And then the waters wage a mighty war
The raft is lost and I begin to drown
And with my last breath I cry out my name
But no one hears me
The river steals the sound
This is my constant dream
It’s my horror
It’s my horror
It’s my horror
Then on the furthest shore
I see myself
I’m lit so brightly
I’m lit so brightly