I finally killed my pride.
I saw you yesterday
and felt a funeral inside.
Like someone I love died,
and they asked if I wanted to see the body.

I know it won’t be the same.
It will hurt me so badly
I’ll choke on your name.
But how could I let this go?
I love you more than I love anybody.

This must be a nightmare
it couldn’t be a dream.
I’ll watch you in the shower
I’ll rub all your limbs clean.
I’ll rinse off all the wounds we caused
when we were being mеan.
I’ll dry you off and hold you
and kiss you in between.

Your friends will all be happy
and minе will wonder why.
Your mother will start to worry
why you made your lover cry.
My father will be angry
and you’ll be left
alone