You have to stop looking for the chorus in everything you've lost
As if you orchestrate your failures to give yourself a crutch
A crutch to lean. A crutch to fall
It's just a poor excuse so I won't stand at all
I won't stand at all

I used to be afraid of all the things I couldn't keep
I used to be afraid of all the things I couldn't change
I used to be afraid but I can change

We live in borrowed cars and sleep in rented homes
That's why we try to keep each other- in fear we'll die alone
A crutch to lean. A crutch to fall
It's just a poor excuse so I won't stand at all
I can't stand myself at all

I used to be afraid of all the things I couldn't keep
I used to be afraid of all the things I couldn't change
I used to be afraid. I can change

I drive by two streets a day with your last name
It's a cruel twist of fate-
How much we lose ourselves to find someone else
Someone else