C418
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[Intro]

[Verse]
N***as keep hating, they hating, I hope that they stop
These n***as never gon' stop
She think I'm cute but she don't want kawaii [?]
Want me for someone I'm not
Shit getting tiring and wanna move on but cannot
Sit in the bed and I rot
When they see I'm struggling, people they tend to be shy, could have connected the dots
I go to parties I usually seem to avoid
Knew that I wouldn't enjoy
They be having fun but in the end, bitch I'm always annoyed
Self-esteem is always a story
And I just start wishing that I was home all by myself
It's hard to seem to excel
It's to the point I had myself just like I got a shell, the people I seem to repel
I'm digging and searching, adventuring and lurking
I just wanna know what it's like to be loved
I'm living and learning, living and working
In actuality, I want a hug
I want a purpose, I don't prefer this
I wanna do better and [?] off the sun
The pain really surfaced, I'm really hurting
N***a just wanna go out and have fun
A n***a just wanna go out and have fun (N***a just wanna go out and have fun)
Shit isn't cool, what do I do?
Don't wanna be scared of what people will think of me
Shit isn't cool, n***a I'm screwed
Don't even want people within my vicinity
I know that it's true, this nothing new
Just hope that these n***as begin to learn empathy (That these n***as begin to learn empathy)
[Outro]
(Just hoping that these n***as begin to learn empathy)