Fucked Up
How to Die Happy
I’m falling, I see people down on the pavement
Silver bells, sidewalks, I’m sideways, my eyes are wet
I’m higher through the sky than anyone ever
Promise I won’t cry if goodbye, will you save me?
I want it so bad that I can hardly breathe
I’m falling eighteen more stories ’til I reach it
Make it go in slow motion show me forever
That dripping nectar the elixir from heaven


Show me that secret word that will save my life
In neon come the special rose of the night
There is a love song playing from someone’s window
I heard it young once, now I know how it goes
Woke up in a darkened room so far away from you

Became addicted to your voice in the distance
I can’t hear anything else now that I’m in it
They told me not to jump but I wouldn’t listen
How to die happy, that’s what we’re here for, isn’t it?
Woke up in a broken place I can’t remember your face


Send me all the way to the bottom to get it
I am so cold, lay your hand over my head
This was the end all the way from the beginning
But giving up is not the same as giving in