[Chorus]
I get on the pills, start losing my mind
All my n***as dead, I'm puttin' my life on the line
Keep it real, do you wish you could go back in time?
I take that Xanax, and then I start rewinding time
I was lookin' at her face, said she never lie
I know a couple real n***as on the dead side
I got a couple trill bitches on the bedside
Big ass crib, far from the west side
I done put my faith in you, then you lettin' me down
Keep it real, bitch, you better off lettin' me die
Campout the opps, shit, they don't know I'm around
Thot bitch, bitch, you better off stayin' outside
Sometimes I can't realize when my n***as die
I wanna spin, wanna slide, throw away my life
Sometimes I don't realize when bitches lie
It hurt deep like a n***a just hit me with a knife
I need my children, so these bitches ain't spendin' the night

[Verse]
I'm on my deem, but I still be ridin' with pipe
Come clean, bitch, I'm not the one for you in life
That might be, but I know I'ma make you my wife
Chris walked in, said, "Sippy just killed himself"
The police did it, and these n***as don't know how I felt
Why they do it? And these n***as don't know how he feel
And it's 12, so we can't even give him the belt
I'm in hell, but when I'm with you, I feel afloat
I'm off the rail, I'm thinkin' about how life'd go
30 still in jail, and he still tryna do the most
Hop in that new Rolls and gettin' ghost
I'm down on my fuckin' lowest, I'm feelin' too low
Two bad bitches on me, I'm takin' a Trojan
Top Kid on that grind, but they ain't know
Ice on that n***a wrist, and it's lookin' the coldest
[Chorus]
I get on the pills, start losing my mind
All my n***as dead, I'm puttin' my life on the line
Keep it real, do you wish you could go back in time?
I take that Xanax, and then I start rewinding time
I was lookin' at her face, said she never lie
I know a couple real n***as on the dead side
I got a couple trill bitches on the bedside
Big ass crib, far from the west side
I done put my faith in you, then you lettin' me down
Keep it real, bitch, you better off lettin' me die
Campout the opps, shit, they don't know I'm around
Thot bitch, bitch, you better off stayin' outside
Sometimes I can't realize when my n***as die
I wanna spin, wanna slide, throw away my life
Sometimes I don't realize when bitches lie
It hurt deep like a n***a just hit me with a knife
I need my children, so these bitches ain't spendin' the night