[Chorus]
The walls around me spin
I think of the way it began
If I were to know all the things
That would change for that rush
I'd still do it again

[Verse]
All that I've wanted is all that I've known
The callous pursuit of stimulants to a fault
Open the vault

[Pre-Chorus]
Why do I seek that knowing the damage?
I face the scars on my arms
I can't deny that I romanticize it
Missing the times that I've mourned

[Chorus]
The walls around me spin
I think of the way it began
If I were to know all the things
That would change for that rush
I'd do it again

[Verse]
What ever happened to all that I've learned?
That darkened abyss
I really shouldn't miss at all
But hеre I go
[Pre-Chorus]
Thinking about the glass shatterеd around me
Shame from the promise I broke
I can't deny that I romanticize it
Missing the times that I've mourned

[Bridge]
Shadow men stalked me all through the night
Shadow men stalked me all through the night

[Chorus]
The walls around me spin
I think of the way it began
If I were to know all the things
That would change for that rush
I'd do it again

[Bridge]
Pull it, push it, tight fist
Pull it, push it and enter the void
But I escaped so long ago

[Outro]
Don't look down
Don't look down
The tourniquet I shouldn't miss
I shouldn't miss the warm caress
How can I?