[Verse 1]
Perfection
The weight of the world on my shoulders
Make me question
See everything that I want, but I lack the direction
Feels like I'm just running out of time
Tread water 'til I'm tired
Reflection
Scan every inch of my body wish it was different
My face aging, I hate change, and the character I've built
Ain't really working no more feels like I'm losing control

[Pre-Chorus]
Cutting all my ties
My ego is dying
Thought I was a soldier, but I'm falling behind
I swallow my pride
My tears almost dried
Gotta be my own savior
I'm finding the light, but it feels likе-

[Chorus]
Everything that I'm not is keeping me up at night
And all the things that I'vе got just remind me of what l'm lacking
I'm not leaving bed but I'll leave everyone on read
This what goes on in my head
I don't care if I sound ungrateful, hmm mmm
Ungrateful yeah, yeah
[Verse 2]
Perception
Count my friends on one hand, like they my prized possessions
I worry am I a good sister and daughter and woman?
Do they look at me and see right through?
Do I even wanna know the truth?

[Pre-Chorus]
Cutting all my ties
My ego is dying
Thought I was a soldier, but I'm falling behind
I swallow my pride
My tears almost dried
Gotta be my own savior
I'm finding the light, but it feels like-

[Chorus]
Everything that I'm not is keeping me up at night
And all the things that I've got just remind me of what l'm lacking
I'm not leaving bed but I'll leave everyone on read
This what goes on in my head
I don't care if I sound ungrateful, hmm mmm
Ungrateful yeah, yeah
Everything that I'm not is keeping me up at night
And all the things that I've got just remind me of what l'm lacking
I'm not leaving bed but I'll leave everyone on read
This what goes on in my head
I don't care if I sound ungrateful, hmm mmm
Ungrateful yeah, yeah