[Intro]
The rain keeps on falling, as if it knows (what’s going on in) my heart
As if it knows my heart, as if it knows my heart
The rain keeps on falling, as if it knows (what’s going on in) my heart
As if it knows my heart, as if it knows my heart
The rain keeps on falling, as if it knows (what’s going on in) my heart
As if it knows my heart, as if it knows my heart

[Verse 1]
I’m alive just because I changed my mind
The lines left by the self-inflicted harm of these past few days
The broken relationships, either because I was high or
Because I was drunk like in the movies
It’s obvious what the most important thing is
The dagger stabbing my chest until I lose my days
The destination looks too far to go back
(My) sincere reflection looked hideous
I don't even know my own self, and yet they know me
Got thrown away like a dog, who’s hand could I hold on to now/how could I ever hold someone’s hand (again)?
Living by emptying 2nd grade tranquilizers into my mouth
I’ll never sell my soul if its owner has become the devil
I just want to brush it all aside, they say that life is supposed to be painful
Would need to live to die, but why is it that they make it impossible to live
Guess I’ll just desperately struggle like when I was young
My heart is already rotten, like the body would if it dies
[Hook]
But i have to
I have to
I have to
I have true
I have to
I have to
I have to
I have true
But i have to
I have to
I have to
I have true
I have to
I have to
I have to
I have true

[Verse 2]
Things look different when you come down here
The light that only shines on the outside of dark things, making it shine/dazzle
The pastor’s words make my insides all twisted to the point it felt hypocritical
I’m a Tom Sawyer who couldn't leave after taking/stealing risky money huh
They said if you consistently say bullshit, it’ll become a wise saying
The apology that approaches like a lover is tempting like a snake
I’ve never committed it, a crime against humanity
But the cutting tweets are more numerous than for a murderer
My inside/heart is all digged up, but too full to endure/bear it
In reality, rather than wanting to die, it’s just scary to live
My only asset is my family, please remain to the point of making (me) rich
I closed my eyes because I didn’t want to wake up from my dream again
I ask again, wanting to be happy
Was that too greedy (of me)? Simply wanting to be acknowledged
Was that too greedy (of me)? Simply wanting a friend
But still, I have to make it, so once again I struggle hard today

[Hook]
But i have to
I have to
I have to
I have true
I have to
I have to
I have to
I have true
But i have to
I have to
I have to
I have true
I have to
I have to
I have to
I have true

[Outro]
The rain keeps on falling, as if it knows (what’s going on in) my heart
As if it knows my heart, as if it knows my heart
The rain keeps on falling, as if it knows (what’s going on in) my heart
As if it knows my heart, as if it knows my heart
The rain keeps on falling, as if it knows (what’s going on in) my heart
As if it knows my heart, as if it knows my heart