[Verse 1]
Demons surround me, wishing to steal my soul
The drug that kills me is the same that brings me solace
High by the corners, working on what I try at
There are days when i feel futile and days when I'm a genius
Always away from the dust, 'cus from the dust i'll be back
Everybody looking at me, surprised by how I managed to get here
I am much more than all of that, that I've always said
Nobody ever trusted, everyone doubted
And try to pejudge me, they want to meassure my worth
Excuse me, please, i am no longer a player
I've already played around too much, hid myself too much
Now the goal is to be the winner
And alone in this fucking place I built my own world
Hid myself too much and became too insecure
I don't want to live, but neither do I want to lose
Living weighted by the fate or winning
Everybody will tell you to look for peace
But peace you'll only ever get when you don't pulse anymore
It's the story that matters to me, be able to open the door
From all I've feared and traumas that come from school
I don't want charity, I just wish to live well
But never like a no one, I want to be faraway, beyond
My mother in Ralph Lauren, driving Porsche & Benz
And from this horrible world I stop being hostage

[Verse 2]
Nobody knows me, but I keep on just fine
What pleases me is this wind that comes
Feels like a voice from beyond
Winding me up
Though I don't even know who I am
Using of drugs everyday
Staying up throuh my entire night
They think life is a problem
Man, wish it was
I'm using all I can
Can't lose all of my focus
So I isolate myself like 'pah', like a crazy man
So I isolate myself like Bach Nietzsche, and many deseased
Everybody looking at me, they think I'm insane
A madman, a genius, maybe, who knows
It's all part of a silly phase
It's all part of a deranged idea
Or maybe i'm actually good and so is my idea
But no one will ever understand
That my idea is for real
Many years living like a wanderer, tied up to a single idea
A will, a destiny, all of them who said to be my friends
Only ran away and left me alone, today i profit and they snort dust
But I'm fine, taking care of my own thing
All of them only look at me cross-eyed
That's what moves me
Like Kafka used to say
"The meaning of this life is that you die."
Turning, turining, stacking money
Being more recognized than a funk singer
If i turn this game around, don't be surprised
All of those who attack me
Will bow on my blood
LW's not sauce, LW's pure malt
Success in my life
That money doesn't lack on me
Shall I do everything before I kill myself
Shall I do everything before I kill myself
Because I can't live before understanding
Why everyone fights on knowing they will die
Why everyone begs for their lives without wanting
To live in this damn life
That judges you and tells you you won't be anything
That points at you and states it'll all be in vain
If you don't have a lot of money and a mansion

[Chorus]
Not that I care, but I don't want to be in vain
Not that I care, but I don't want to be in vain
Not that I care, but I don't want to be in vain
If I have to live, be it by making millions
Not that I care, but I don't want to be in vain
Not that I care, but I don't want to be in vain
If I have to live, be it by making millions