[Verse 1]
To be alive is the worst
That's what I feel
Along with the fact that I cannot love myself

Makes me want to vomit just thinking about it
All of your mimicking
Cheap friendships and worthless values

What I want to fuckin' destroy is
This world and myself
Who can't understand that?

Nothing in this world has value

[Pre-Chorus]
Go mad
I cannot love myself
Go mad
I cannot love myself
Go mad
I cannot love myself

[Chorus]
What I still can't get rid of
Is the notion that someone will come and find me
Somewhere is this feeling of wanting to believe
I dream
[Verse 2]
The pitiful life
That's right, grovel
And expose that shameful life of not being able to die

What I want to fuckin' destroy is
This world and myself
Who can't understand that?

[Pre-Chorus]
Go mad
I cannot
Go mad
Chase it until death
Go mad
I cannot
Don't miss your mark

[Chorus]
What I still can't get rid of
Is the notion that someone will come and find me
Somewhere is this feeling of wanting to believe
I dream

[Bridge]
As I entered your eyes, what color was I bleeding?
The kind look on your face disappears
Without being able to say goodbye
[Outro]
To be alive is the worst
That's what I feel