Oktavia
もぬけのからだ (An Empty Shell)
You're fucking perfect, you're crossing to the other side and sure enough
There's just no way you guys'll wait for me to catch up
I'm fucking worthless, don't even see a reason I should try and
I doubt it'll be long 'till I've lost all the confidence I have
Wanna laugh at someone else? Wanna twist and turn yourself?
If the throne ain't yours to claim, then tie yourself to it and sit there in chains
Thou shall never get across
If you try to swim, they'll watch you just get washed away
The sky awaits the worthy, though...I'vе got no wings to fly
These legs arе all I have in life
The seasons died as a lot of time passed
And there I was, and wrote the reasons I should wait another day
You may know to doubt your dreams, I knew that
You may need to drown your future, the dream it was
Wanna laugh at someone else? Better keep it to yourself
And pretend to know the rest, as if you've done the things you don't
Shall thou ever get across?
Don't you think you should before your heart is shot astray?
If I don't make it now, I know unlike the rest of you
I'll sleep my days in solitude
Said I'm "normal", said I'm "fine", so I'm not special in their eyes
Wanna laugh at someone else, the way they laugh at me when I be myself
I can't breathe, I'm gonna choke
Yet another day I spend as shit and so afraid
Now, so thou shall get across
I guess I'll join the ranks of you sick fucking freaks to find a way
I don't care what it takes
(Alt. Title(s): Monuke no Karada)