Apologies to all my exes that I disrespected
Seems the more confident I get the more I'm acting reckless
Ignoring sex and phone calls making you leave a message
Becoming distant instantly hopin’ you get the message
I don’t think I’m the shit
Leave you with a bone to pick
Then act like I’m emotionless and nonchalant
Most of the time its cause you hurt me
I think I forgot
But I just keep it locked
Though my emotions shot
Listen to Blonde without you
My Nostalgia, Ultra
So I write songs about my pain
I do it for thе culture
You come to see me whеn I’m bleeding
Treat me like a vulture
You know I’m weak and restless
I tell you to come over
But that was last week
I’m off that, that was the past me
And actually, you thought that
Thought that you had me
Blast me tryna distract me
Leave you in the past me
Realize
I had to write my wrongs
Somethings just never change
I had to get away
Threw all my love away
Living through all this pain
Keepin’ my soul astray
Cause that’s the only way
Yeah that’s the only way
That’s the only way
That’s the only way
Only way
That’s the only way
Only way
That’s the only way
Only way

My heart like Pompeii
Praying one day everything will go away
Words in my heart astray
I’m hanging onto yesterday
Call it cardinal sin
How you flood it within
See your heart and your grin
Promise you’ll never win
Girl, I can’t let my demons win
Listen what the pastor say
Envy in the eyes of me
They could rob me till I pass away
Agree all they see me, when they need the money quick
Lusting over bitches who could never love their kid
Got the [?] sorry don’t know what to do with this
[?] as they eat you and disguise it as a kiss
I’ve been in my room and my mind not my bag
Tryna focus on the future, I’m drowning in my past
I dive into my memory, perfect times we had
My soul is like a prison, and nobody comes to visit me