[Verse 1]
Homies claiming I’m a pussy slayer
But my nature’s being a failure, a sinner
Wish I could be something greater
But I just lay her down and later betray her
Instantly gratified though never fully satisfied
Vision’s wide, look at few at a time, I’m cockeyed
A little flirt, let her wear my shirt, diddle with her skirt
Eat her like dessert, she giggles while she squirts
“I wanna insert a ring on your finger” I blurt
Only want to insert something else somewhere else
Throwing spiteful jokes around thinking lasses would wanna eff
Should’ve apologized to that girl named Steph
The game’s not superficial, it’s mostly psychological
A player with emotions and morals, kinda ironical
Played with fire, ended up getting hurt by my own flame
Decided to play the game so I’m the one to blame
I’m not the same, kinda lame
Take my half-loaded Glock, don’t know where to aim
Can’t get my Ed up cause oups! she bled
Wondering in bed at night, can’t get this out of my head
The reek of shark week makes my peak go downhill
The second leek kills my already weak thrill
I waited for the boiling water to cool down
Clouds on the horizon, fuck it give it my last straw
Girl you better stop beating around the bush
Got a cold shower and realized I was beating a dead horse
Went through thick and thin
I’ve been waiting eternally for a second wind
People say it’s always darkest before dawn
But the sun is playing hide and seek
I tell them he’s just gone
I tell the sun can you please just peek
Lemme see your brightness cause my days are bleak
Usually the temptation on my phone deflects my attention
But now my incomprehension of the situation is the engine to my aggression
Plenty of options, including my ex’s sis, analysis paralysis
One after the other in reverse alphabetical order
No respect of the bro code, unload my stress on the road
As I grow old, my heart will turn so cold
That I’ll have to bury it in a freezer to warm it up
Not scared of cannibalism cause my flesh is more bitter than the rest of ya, morbid huh?
[Verse 2]
Dealer deals, the count is plus thirteen
Stuck with a 16, dealer’s got a queen
Fuck it, hit it, looking for a natural
Dealer turns a 5, the cas is finally keen
Celebrate, for dinner ordered mackerel
Finally serenity flowing through my body
High on amenity, pop Hennessy
Counting the stacks, lemme see
Building a legacy, can feel other’s jealousy
Filled my happiness bucket with Benjamins
Thought I found the meaning justifying the suffering
But my bucket turned into a black hole
Quick, I need another void filler
I have my computer and my controller, I’ll do my homework later
Too much exposure, lost composure and now my life is being carried in a stroller
Jump the track in class, used to surpass myself
But now I just wanna blend into the mass, no self
I’m a bonny Ferrari without any gas