Izaya Tiji
million (if i had)
[Intro]
(Digging my own grave)

[Chorus]
I can have a million bad bitches, can't say this feeling's average
You don't wanna deal with antics and I don't wanna have sex
I'd rather have my respect
In many aspects I look right over that, yes I know
No it's not best I had you so obsessed

[Verse 1]
Treat you like I don't want you around, like a pest
Screamin', yeah, I got all loud like a cat
You act like you love me, might get you that McLaren
Let's just take it slow like it's one-forty on the dash
And I know I'm not the best for you, I can't stress
I stretch' myself, like a Play-Doh, yeah
I won't say go yet, you ain't gon' take the road yet
Why you stabbed me in my heart but then it ain't no blood?
I been bled out for you, I had been cried out to you
Yeah, feel your energy when you hurt, I'm hurtin' too
I should've never vented off, I got two hoes to lose
I told bro one thing, he load .44, then put a hole in you (Flrrr)
Tell my n***as to go flip the bitch, we tore the house and wet the dude
Got too much access to the drank', my n***as damn-near immune to flu
Crash out and stay down with the [?]
Blow my money off 'cause I'm the stu'
N***a I'm the stu', n***a I'm the engineer
Just me, Jack Daniel's, just cases of beer
I'll suck yo' neck then lick ya' ear
I'm wonderin' if it's the same for you with that n***a
[Verse 2]
Baby do you feel the same?
Do you just feel like that shit ain't right, you wanna change the game
I know some nights you feel like you just want to go hang ya' brain
Too much in the past, too much stress we can't even entertain
And now I don't even got the energy, I was treatin' you like the enemy
Sometimes you gotta sit down on that bench, accept that you got a penalty
I remember the last bitch that cheated on me got addicted to 'phetamine
I feel like I love 'em so damn hard I can't even be desperate
For every new plug I have my pipe on my door, you know I gotta be readily

[Bridge]
(Already knowin')
(Already goin')
(Losing control of my soul)

[Chorus]
I can have a million bad bitches, can't say this feeling's average
You don't wanna deal with antics and I don't wanna have sex
I'd rather have my respect
In many aspects I look right over that, yes I know
No it's not best I had you so obsessed

[Outro]
I was tryna be strong, just like you was