All I've ever wanted was to not feel so alone
I gave up everything
Now this just goes to show that I meant nothing to you
Nothing more than a temporary fix of all your problems
What the fuck did you become?
I gave up everything just to fucking die alone
Did I mean nothing to you?

I still can't get these thoughts out of my mind
I remember the day that you left me behind
I just wanted to be apart of your life but you were just a contribution to my fucking demise

Dead eyes and a crooked smile you are nothing more
Than just another fucking rat clawing at my door
The one person that was always there for you..
Now I will never come back for you

As each lonely day goes by i still wonder if I fucking cross your mind
I was the only one left standing
Does it ever cross your mind that I'm still rotting below?
That Im sinking into this abyss all alone
You let the world swallow my soul

And I remember the day that you were lead astray
You left without a single word to say
You're in the back of my mind and now I'm running blind
There is no sign of hope that is left in sight
I've been screaming your name but you look the other way
It never had to fucking be this way
You let me wither away and there's nothing left to say

Throw my soul in the dirt forever I will decay