Restless nights, just a kid in the streets
In a dead end town with bottles at my feet
No where to turn I fucking lie and weep
I lie and weep
Drowning in misery, wash away the pain
Trying hard just to make it through the day
So i laid my fucking conscious to waste
And i'm not proud of the decisions I’ve made

Terminally ill inside my head
Just take another pill so you can forget
Drown yourself in a bottle
Spend your days wishing you were fucking dead

Restless nights these streets are filled with deceit
They lie through their teeth, thrive on perpetual greed
So they can get their fix of sympathy
This is where I never wanted to be

Your stuck inside a sick and twisted mentality
Living life inside a jaded reality

I'm done falling victim to all of your lies
I'm taking back what’s mine
I'm taking back what is mine
These kids think they know pain, but they know nothing
You front so fucking tough, but you fool no one
Lie through your teeth just for the attention
You wear a mask of your own synthetic depression
Now when reality spits in your face, you'll rot with me at the bottom, sinking in shame

Until you're in your fucking grave

Walk a mile in my shoes and there will be no comprehension of what it's like to feel this way
Cause when reality spits in your face you'll rot with me at the bottom, sinking in shame

Until you're in your fucking grave