Lil Nas X
Used To Heaven

[Intro: Lil Nas X & The Weeknd]
Yeah, yeah (Mm), yeah (Yeah)
Used to heaven (Used to), used to heaven (Ayy)
Yeah (Mmm), yeah

[Verse 1: Lil Nas X]
Used to lay in my bed, hands to the ceiling
Prayin’ for a sign or at least a feelin’
Now the light don’t hit me the same
I traded my faith for a lil' bit of fame
Told God, “I’ll be back,” never meant it though
Now I’m halfway lost with a sold-out show
Crowd got louder, my soul got still
Can’t tell if I’m cursed or just standin’ still

[Pre-Chorus: Lil Nas X & The Weeknd, The Weeknd]
I’m too clean for confession (Too clean)
Too gone for redemption (Gone too far)
But I still keep that cross
On my dresser like a weapon
Like a weapon, yeah

[Chorus: Lil Nas X & The Weeknd]
I got used to heaven, then I fell too far
Now I’m speedin’ through hell in a stolen car
If I lose my light, do I lose my part?
Guess even angels learn to break their hearts
[Verse 2: The Weeknd]
I've been high, I’ve been low, but I never felt safe
Put my sins in a song, now they play it on tape
She said, “Your voice sounds holy,” I laughed
Said, “This ain’t grace — it’s just smoke and a mask”
Gold chain tight but my faith real loose
Wrote my own gospel with a bottle and a noose
You ever look down from the top and feel small?
That’s the kind of heaven I recall

[Bridge: Lil Nas X & The Weeknd, The Weeknd]
Heaven’s too quiet, hell’s too loud
I just want peace when I scream out loud
You said love’s holy—
Where’s that now? Where’s that now?

[Chorus: Lil Nas X & The Weeknd]
I got used to heaven, then I fell too far
Now I’m speedin’ through hell in a stolen car
If I lose my light, do I lose my part?
Guess even angels learn to break their hearts

[Outro: The Weeknd & Lil Nas X, The Weeknd]
Tell me there’s a way back, even if it hurts
Promise me there's grace left under all this dirt
Light me up once more, like I’m something pure
But don’t call it heaven if it don’t feel sure
If it don’t feel sure, no—
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)