[Chorus]
There's a lot of pain behind the smile that you see when you look me in my face
I know what it’s like to feel like your whole life is going down the drain
I don't care what you think about me nothing even matters anymore
I get fucked up to numb the pain, I don't wanna think about it anymore

[Verse]
So high, I don’t think I'll ever touch the floor
I don't fuck with n***as 'cause they act just like some whores
You weren't with me when I didn't have a pot to piss in
I was down bad, yeah nobody payed attention
Sometimes I can't even speak, my heart drops and my knees get weak
I don't know what’s happening to me, if I die will you remember me
Nothing’s like it used to be
When I'm off the drugs it feels like I’m in a dream
I know time heals Everything

[Chorus]
There's a lot of pain behind the smile that you see when you look me in my face
I know what it's like to feel like your whole life is going down the drain
I don't care what you think about me nothing even matters anymore
I get fucked up to numb the pain, I don’t wanna think about it anymore
There's a lot of pain behind the smile that you see when you look me in my face
I know what it's like to feel like your whole life is going down the drain
I don't care what you think about me nothing even matters anymore
I get fucked up to numb the pain, I don't wanna think about it anymore