[Intro]
Ah, maybe it's a rush (Maybe it's a rush)
I'm not sure sometimes (Sometimes)
I've given it everything (Everything)
It just takes (Just takes)

[Verse 1]
Wanting, watching
Debating on which way to run to
Haunted voices
Craving someone to run to

[Pre-Chorus]
I haven’t lost myself in a long time
I never tried to care when I wanted to
I just want to be part of somethin'
I just want to be real like You

[Chorus]
Sometimes I feel like a monster
And times I feel like a saint
I’m on my knees, You’re my favorite disease

[Interlude]
I just need to get back (Need to get back)
I need to get back to where I was (Back to where I was)
It can't be that far (Can't be that far)
[Verse 2]
Silent warnings
Tell me that I’ve let things come undone
Show me, teach me the way to Heaven
'Cause no other way can

[Pre-Chorus]
I haven’t lost myself in a long time
I never tried to care when I wanted to
I just wanted to be part of somethin'
I just wanted to be real like You

[Chorus]
Sometimes I feel like a monster
And times I feel like a saint
I’m on my knees, You’re my favorite disease

[Bridge]
Closer, closer
Closer to You
I need to be closer, have closure
Get closer to You
Every step I take

[Chorus 2]
Sometimes I feel like a monster
And times I feel like a saint
I’m on my knees, You’re my favorite disease
And I love the way You kill me, love the way You heal me
Sometimes I feel like a monster
And times I feel like a saint
I’m on my knees, You’re my favorite disease
And I love the way You kill me, love the way You heal me
[Outro]
I love the way You kill me, love the way You heal me
I love the way You kill me, love the way You heal me
I love the way You kill me, love the way You heal me
I love the way You kill me, love the way You heal me