[Hook]
My mind insane I can't control myself But I won't change
Not even for my health And I know if I don’t, then I won’t ever be alright
And I know if I don’t, then I won’t ever see the light

[Verse 1]
Maybe I don’t understand it but I been feeling damaged and every other moments like a panic attack all the times
I’ve been stabbed in the back still I gotta walk around like I’m having a blast but really I know this world is in a hell hole tell no lies
Soul is dead on arrival I’m told times bound to get better
Life‘s been a bitch from the moment I met her yea wishing really never got me nowhere
I’ve been counting on me my whole life and I’ve been waiting on the day I can say that my soul gon be alright
Don’t sell me a lie Just tell me I’m fine I need it Don’t call my phone just leave me alone I need to heal

[Hook]
My mind insane I can't control myself But I won't change
Not even for my health And I know if I don’t, then I won’t ever be alright
And I know if I don’t, then I won’t ever see the light

[Hook]
Back and forth I watch the pendulum swing got these memories
I locked away that mentally sting you can call it what you want to
I've got sensitive skin tried to go talk to a therapist to pencil me in And every time i call for help it fell on deaf ears sometimes i wonder why the fuck have i been left here
I wasn't granted the same, circumstances had changed my first words dad stop cause my mother's in pain
I’m too obsessed with music to ever make an investment in myself it's stupid i know its what I’m blessed with enduring this pain has taught me more than the love i'm used to climbing up from out of the mud covered in blood so don't sell me a lie, act like everything's fine, I’m bleeding don't call my phone just leave me alone i need to heal

[Hook]
My mind insane I can't control myself But I won't change
Not even for my health And I know if I don’t, then I won’t ever be alright
And I know if I don’t, then I won’t ever see the light