[Hook: Bingx]
Why am I so low?
Is it by design or just in my nature?
Vitalized but no hope, oh woah
I find comfort in the cold
Like the brightest nights are dark and warm
Oh-oh-oh-yeah
I think that I've become my demons
Ease all of my pain
Don't know how to function when all is well
They just keep callin' my name, I can hear the voices beyond the veil
They can ease all of my pain
Don´t know how to love but know how it felt
Like it ceases all in my veins, I think darkness is my domain

[Verse: Vin Jay]
Let me out of my cage, ice cold in my veins
Still I try to be a bettеr man, but I'm too gone to be saved
Family think that I'm sеlfish, rather that than feel helpless
Keep to myself so the ones that I love they still don't know what I've dealt with
And I know I should probably open up, but I don't know where I would start
Been telling 'em when I was seventeen all of my life was falling apart
Most of my days I spend in the dark
All of the blades I put in my arm, to deal with the pain
I have been ashamed, I had to get tatted to cover the scars
But I will never let this shit define me
I know my purpose, it's somewhat beyond me
Found out my worth and I'm feeling godly
I know my true potential, it's inside me
Now there's no limits on who I become
Put all my faith in this life and I jump
Found me a reason to battle my demons
I know that my mom will be proud of her son
G-G-God knows I've been a lost soul
Lost love and I lost hope
All my life I had no direction, but I finally feel like I'm at a crossroad
Somedays when I wake up I feel like giving up on my dreams
It´s a deadly battle even tho I've grown, I'm not as confident as I seem
[Hook: Bingx]
Why am I so low?
Is it by design or just in my nature?
Vitalized but no hope, oh woah
I find comfort in the cold
Like the brightest nights are dark and warm
Oh-oh-oh-yeah
I think that I've become my demons
Ease all of my pain
Don't know how to function when all is well
They just keep callin' my name, I can hear the voices beyond the veil
They can ease all of my pain
Don´t know how to love but know how it felt
Like it ceases all in my veins, I think darkness is my domain