Night ended
Felt like it went too quick
Did the usual
Light one up
And let it rip
I should have asked you to stay
I should have asked you to stay

2 days since our last encounter
It was like the company I needed to have
And I was proud to let you be the founder
I’m rounder
Than some laidback square
Now I have doubts
I look at what I allowed
And I’m scared that you don’t think I care
Which is not the case
To make it home
You got to get a hit on first base
I’m retrograde
I’m like the epitome of retro
You like when I’m metro
Sometimes I wonder
Who is Pinocchio
And who is Gipetto
My special
Is that I come with dry humor
Wonder what is to make of heartbreaks
I map out my future
And wondered if I should have cried sooner
Years later
Thoughts still linger
It’s like I’m an upbringer
Of cosmetic truths
Off setting the roots
That grew
Me a fortune
Why you have forsaken me Father
Like I was an orphan
I know saying I love you
When I do love the person
Is of utmost importance
You stopped rocking my jersey and endorsing
I’m not horsing around
I know the value of a cash cow
And to get me to say, “Wow”
I bet that you must be proud
You must tell it
Unless you conscious
About the gossip
And how you want to
Develop the narrative
That I’m not hot shit
Well I’m guess not
Because I still act like
As if you’re all I ever got