[Intro]
Thinkin' of the day
When you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missin' you
[Chorus]
Still think about when they had rides and made me walk home (Made me walk home)
You turned your phone off when I needed you to call on (To call on)
Now it’s too late, don’t try to come back 'cause I’m far gone
('Cause I'm far gone)
I ain’t heartless, I just use my heart less 'cause my heart froze ('Cause my heart froze)
I’m stuck in a cold world (Stuck in a cold world)
I know you mad that you ain’t heard from me
But I did that shit purposely, I’m chillin’ in my own world (In my own world)
Whatever works for you gon’ work for mе
What’s hurtin' you ain’t hurtin' me
I’m chillin’ in my own world (In my own world)
[Verse 1]
Maybe I don’t need the bitch
Ovеrthinkin' problems got me fucking up my sleep and shit
If her name ain’t Nicki, I don't think I’ll ever queen the bitch
Scrapes all on my knees, fucked up my knee caps tryna need a bitch
Chasin' you, I fell down
Cut the world off for a minute, I feel well now
If I hear you callin' for help, I'ma come help out
I tried to call on them and I got beeps like the line was busy
Shoutout Peezy, I got scars that still ain’t healed and I admit it
Told y’all mama said my friends really ain’t my friends and now I get it
I told bro to stay in school, focus on sports, but now he spinnin'
My bitch asked me if I’m cheatin', like I’ll ever say I did it
Count me out and put on blindfolds, they never seen me winning
[Refrain]
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missin' you
Thinkin' of the day
[Verse 2]
They prolly thought I wouldn’t bounce back like this, but I did
(When you went away)
Put me in the jungle with the giants, I bet I win
(What a life to take, what a bond to break)
Ain’t think the ones I love would turn they back, but they did
(I'll be missin' you)
It’s hard to love, I think my heart filled up with hatred
I’m stabbed in the back, don’t need a doctor, use my hands for the bleedin'
Took a lot of losses, used to use them Xans for the grievin'
Fuck opinions, it’s my daughter and my fans who I’m pleasin'
Cremate my body, walk my ashes over stones when I’m leavin'
In my own lane, no GPS so I’m still lookin' for guidance
She trashed my name, gave her my hand and this ho took it in silence
Ain’t no love, but boy, I'll prolly give her dick before violets
She say she love a boy, but lies been up for sale, I can’t buy it
[Verse 3]
Watch how I take over
Workin' like I turned fatigue off, ball 'til the game over
I won’t back and forth, pull up with mo' n***as than slave owners
They asking who the youngest n***a turnt, think that debate over
Bro told me stay focused
The drum inside the Glock, pull up, make beats, they named him Zaytoven
Hit the top, won’t let ‘em take my spot, I gotta stay on it
Apartment floors, I really watched my mama lay on it
So first thing that I bought was mom a house, 250k on it
Pop ‘em in the head, bitch, that’s a toe tag
He found out his bitch fuck wit’ the guys, still took his ho back
She said that she loyal, this ho ran through
Ripped her out the plastic, put her back, this bitch wasn’t brand new
[Refrain]
Thinkin' of the day
When you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missin' you
Thinkin' of the day
[Chorus]
Still think about when they had rides and made me walk home
(When you went away)
You turned your phone off when I needed you to call on
(What a life to take, what a bond to break)
Now it’s too late, don’t try to come back 'cause I’m far gone
(I'll be missin' you)
I ain’t heartless, I just use my heart less 'cause my heart froze ('Cause my heart froze)
I’m stuck in a cold world (Stuck in a cold world)
I know you mad that you ain’t heard from me
But I did that shit purposely, I’m chillin’ in my own world (In my own world)
Whatever works for you gon’ work for me
What’s hurtin' you ain’t hurtin' me
I’m chillin’ in my own world (In my own world)