[Chorus: Lydia]
Never felt so lonely
I never thought that it would go that far
That the darkest side would own me
Pulling me away from my own heart
Please don't touch my scars
Promise you won't touch my scars
Close the beast behind those bars
Might just tear us both apart

[Verse 1: GAWNE]
Yeah, I look for love, but none was found
Hate me because I'm underground
Yeah, lately seems I've become a clown
Here come the crowds
Internet trolls and abundance
How they love to go run their mouths
Rainy days and thunderclouds
I just pray that the sun comes out (Sun comes out)
London Bridge falling down, lonely nights, not a sound
Just my thoughts, what's the cause?
Don't really know what it's all about
I search for love, looked all around
Still all alone when you're in a house
That don't feel like home
Keep the windows open just to feel the cold
And your skin, I know, been in it for so long
That it feels like some days I'ma lose my grip
I can't hold on anymore, no
But I go down in flames like a plane, Amelia Earhart
Guess I'm bout to go die, oh, my
Got a fucking closed mind
With a hole inside that's blacker than a fucking coal mine
Barely holding on, I never
[Chorus: Lydia]
Never felt so lonely
I never thought that it would go that far
That the darkest side would own me
Pulling me away from my own heart
Please don't touch my scars
Promise you won't touch my scars
Close the beast behind those bars
Might just tear us both apart

[Verse 2: GAWNE]
Sometimes, when I'm sleeping, I go off the deep end and lose it
I'm lucidly dreaming the hurt away
'Til I wake up in paralysis like I done fractured a vertebrae
Woke up today feeling anxious
Like what if I die before I even make it to thirty-eight?
Will I see Pearly Gates valley at a shadow of death?
And your death is just always a breath away
Yep, it's affirmative, death is a scar that is permanent
But the legend's eternal, so, I just keep working on leaving my mark
In this world like superbly, pain is temporary
Get up and put on a tourniquet
If you're not terminal, pussy, throw dirt in it
Dance with the devil and you will get burned again
Living in a wicked worldm rather be hurting and murdering each other
Tather than loving one another, look, what we'll become and used to be like
Brothers, now we're nothing, but a bunch of fucking suckers
Evil is among us, fighting overcomes our politicians
Loving corporations knocking workers paying because
The paying us next to nothing else, we don't have the money
But we have the power, we got strength in numbers
We can overcome the scars of 2020
[Chorus: Lydia]
Never felt so lonely
I never thought that it would go that far
That the darkest side would own me
Pulling me away from my own heart
Please don't touch my scars
Promise you won't touch my scars
Close the beast behind those bars
Might just tear us both apart