There's a parasite living under my skin
I try to tear it out, but I'm so over it
Shot down by the time I get anywhere
Just to please another fake who was never there

Fill my bones with pails of sand
Take my legs and make me stand
Remove my eyes from my face
And make me bow in pure disgrace

Pull my strings, I'll sing for you
Or would you rather me
Bend my will and break it too
Cause I love the way you make me
Kill myself just to live for you

Now I'm looking for the next high
Bleeding out just to know I'm still alive
Goddamn, how I love the punishment
Have your way, Cause I'll take what I can get

Pull my strings, I'll sing for you
Or would you rather me
Bend my will and break it too
Cause I love the way you make me
Kill myself just to live
Fill my bones with pails of sand
Take my legs and make me stand
Remove my eyes from my face
And make me bow in pure disgrace

Pull my strings, I'll sing for you
I'll sing for you
Bend my will and break it too
Cause I love the way you make me
Kill myself just to live for you
Kill myself just to live
Kill myself just to live for you

Now I'm looking for the next high
Bleeding out just to know I'm still alive