[Verse 1]
I don’t even really know why it happened
Guess I was stupid, I feel like a loser
Didn’t even really care about my future (I don't really)
Wanted to lose it, (I don't really) couldn’t get through it
Told ya I wanted to kill myself
I mean why you laughin’ ?
You want a reaction?
You think it was ok
I gave no reaction (no reaction)
Don’t care about it
No reaction

[Chorus]
But i’m fucking stupid (she's fucking stupid)
I’m going through it (i'm going through it)
Need to recover
Can’t run forever (can't run forever)
I know i’m stupid
I’m going through it
Need to recover
Can’t run forever
I’m fucking stupid
I’m fucking stupid

[Verse 2]
I don’t even really know how I got herе (how I got here)
It's kinda not fair, don't want to go therе
I need to run
But I guess that its okay
I find it funny
They think they bring me down
I’m stronger now
I can’t be defeated (she can't be defeated)
I don’t deserve it
And bitch you lookin nervous
I bet you think its cool
You fucked with my head (man)
Gave me attention, abused me later
I found someone better (fuck you)
[Chorus]
But i’m fucking stupid
I’m going through it
Need to recover
Can’t run forever (can’t run forever)
I know i’m stupid (I know i’m stupid)
I’m going through it
Need to recover (need to recover)
Can’t run forever (can't run forever)
I’m fucking stupid
I’m fucking stupid