Lay in bed
Crying yet again
3AM to be exact
I'm not tired yet

This is not song about sleep or death
Its about something
Much darker but smaller than that
I’m done crying to my friends
Cause when I come home
It's nothing but just bullshit
I should've stayed in bed
Threw up in my bathroom
Cause I’m not clean (I can't stay clean)
Guess I'll just leave my home
So that I can be free
I'll never be free

[Outro]
And I should be nice everyone
But I'm so numb I don't think I could
I don't see the point
I feel like I won't be free (I can’t stay clean)
For the rest of my life
I won’t stay clean