[Intro]
Oh, no
And I-
Help me, ahh

[Verse 1]
Oh, I’m confused, and I feel numb
My body’s killing me
I wish for more, it feels like I can’t breathe
My lungs are giving out
From all the sobbing I did
(for hours on end) I’m weak
Spasi menya
Ya ustal ot sebya
Ya snova padayu
E ya skuchayu po tebe

[Refrain]
It’s killing me
And, my eyes are all cried out
My eyes are all cried out

[Bridge]
I don’t know what to do
I keep having these dreams, where I die eventually
But, I see her, she’s trying to kill me
Turns out it’s just myself
Tormented in my sleep
What if I go? (If I go)
To a point where therе is no return
My words are fading first
Damn, evеrything hurts
[Verse 2]
(and everything hurts)
And now I’m here
My wrists are bleeding
I’m really needing you
I fought for ages
I’m leaving this earth soon
My wrists are bleeding
My life will fade soon
My wrists are bleeding
I’m trippin’ off my shrooms
Drowned in a puddle, now all I see is red
Oh, I can't take it
This pain that I endure
My heart is aching
And I’m yearning for a cure
And I'm yearning for more
(I'm yearning, I'm searching, I’m needing more than this)

[Verse 3]
(I'm yearning baby)
Take a look where I’m at (uh-huh)
I’m fucking drowning to the bottom of the lake
Where my hearts at
I’m more broken than the mirror that I shattered
And I'm always fucking scattered but, it doesn’t even matter (uh-huh)
I’m so tired of this game called life (yeah)
And I just realized I don’t need to be here no more
Don’t have a gun and I’m tired of the pills
And the noose won’t hold
So the blade is the only way to go
(uh-huh, uh-huh, yeah)
(ahh) Oh, no
{Abyss}

[Intro]
Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I’m the problem
Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I’m the problem
(maybe I) baby I, baby I, baby I’m a problem

[Verse 1]
And, all I
I can do is remember
Please don’t-
Don’t say something that you will regret
(it stays in my head)
My love, will you stay with me until the end?
In such a deep void (deep void)
Oh no, it feels like I’m dead

[Chorus]
If only I could be free from all of this pain
I prayed for better days (It’s okay)
God don’t listen anyways
(do you hear my cries?)
If only, I could escape from all of this pain (ooh)
If only, I were dead maybe things would change
If only, I could reach what I’ve been yearning for
My heart is so pained (It’s okay)
It don’t matter anyways
(I don’t matter anyways)
[Verse 2]
(ahh) Too deep in an abyss
I just wanted to reach the floor where my hearts at
Too deep in the dark mist
I was sure my life wouldn’t end up this way
I was sure that I would be missed
And, I wouldn’t be left behind this way but shit
I’m drowning deeper and deeper (ohh)
I’m getting weaker and weaker (ohh)
I don’t need them, don’t need them (my love)
I think I need him, I need him (my love)
I want saving, need saving (ohh)
I can’t take it, can’t take it (oh, no)
I got weaker and weaker (my love)
I cut deeper, and deeper (angel)

[Outro]
And
My wings are giving out
From all the fighting I did