When I die … when I die
When I die don’t burry me
Mhhh yeah
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When I die don’t burry me, shoot me into space
N***a fuck a pallbearer, never let no man carry me
Smiling in your face but I swear I need therapy
Don’t matter what you say, I still feel like ain’t hearing me
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Slept from five to nine AM, I ain’t been having no good nights
Keep my energy high for the room, so y’all can feel good right?
Do y’all get enough for asking stupid questions
Like Kembe is you high? Bitch, fuck do it look like
Tryna trace my depression, back to the start
My daddy temper was short, I think that was part of the problem
Had it way to good to complain about how I was brought up
I got vices at his point, I don’t care if you tell my mama
With [?], uncle walked around talking bout’ his nose burst
[?]
Couldn’t pick a worst time to hear those words
What they say? Life go on right?
My ex think she lost me because I lost myself
[?] the reason I still ain’t off myself
I was screaming me in silence, like “shoot something!”
Picturing my head, you think voices still [?]
Telling me n***a control yourself
I panic when the liquor and benzos don’t help, goddammit
I wonder if the most high done gave up some times
My only thing on my mind
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When I die don’t burry me, shoot me into space
N***a fuck a pallbearer, never let no man carry me
Smiling in your face but I swear I need therapy
Don’t matter what you say, I still feel like ain’t hearing me
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I’m tryna to be as free as a spirit to those who love’m
Talking [?] my own true self
I think my lifestyle is fucking with my mental health
I try to get my shit together don’t hold your breath
Please don’t take this a no glorification
I’m way to pride to go back on medication
I need to put down the bottle, I just need more meditation
I ain’t slept in 48 hours I can’t afford a vacation
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I was with my granny [?] uncle walked around talking bout’ his nose burst
[?]
Couldn’t pick a worse time to hear those words