Loose!

[Verse 1: Kembe X]
I'm drinkin and smokin and drivin
And closin my eyes just in hopes of colliding
With something that’s more than an accident, please
I'm beggin the Lord, I can ask from my knees
My father don't love me and as for my mother
I struggle expressin just how much she means
I'm havin these visions of squad comin with me, I'm busy
Out chasin these novelty dreams
And welcome to the mind, of a thought-about-it-all
I race my train, have I caught it? Not at all
Erased my pain, smoking all that dope
I suppress my angst, have me callin out to god
No I ain't no saint, I ain't no scholar
So fuck them teachers, and fuck them collars
I wear black T-shirts and grab my dick
Bet I still get rich, tell em suck then swallow
I got visions of the world bein mine
Visions of the world bein mine
I used to be into fear, and feed, into conspiracy
Visions of the world bein fine
And when I stare at the stars, n***a I swear that they speak to me
Telling me that everything a sign
And I be hearin em callin, so theres never no sleep for me
That way they’ll forever be aligned
I'm drownin out my problems with a bottle
I'm searchin for my purpose in the purp
Pull up in a hearse, full of rappers that I murdered in a verse
See the game, back turnin for the worst
See me I done came back, comin for the throats
Ain't no Baphomet, but im goin for the goat
Ain't for that charade shit neither, the game been weak
I ain't interested in shit you n***as wrote
I'm interested in killin n***as dreams
Cause fuck yo dreams
And fuck a n***a tryin me, that don’t stand beside me
I'ma have to interrupt yo dreams
I'm stuck in a society, where n***as is grimy
And the government watchin, so im lookin behind me
I wish love was a option, onlookers would fry me
I feel stuck in a box, hopin someone will find me
[Bridge]
I close my eyes and picture
Just where we wanna be
It seems that I been livin
In the belly of the beast

[Hook x2]
All my life, they, told me to wait, cause it could go either way
But fuck that, fuck that, fuck that
They tellin me be patient, what's that
N***as do you wrong but it all come back
They won't love you gone, n***a you don't want that