[Intro]
This the way

[Verse]
I tell 'em that I'm fine when they ask if I'm okay (But I ain't)
'Cause they don't care, they can't do a thing to save me (Don't give a fuck)
Just put a fake ass smile on my face (Fake ass smile)
Gotta make this fake love around go away
I don't even feel safe, been abusin' pills daily (Daily)
I told 'em that it heals, they tell me that I'm crazy (Crazy)
I don't like the way I feel, kind of hard to explain it (Hard to explain)
They say, "Poppa keep goin'", like this shit ain't fuckin' drainin' me
Like they the ones up on them stages every night
Like they the one that hold the mic' (That hold the mic')
All alone, ain't no hype man, I sing them songs back to back (N***a, that's me)
Don't tell me it's gon' be alright, why they say that shit again and again?
The only way for me to win is pretend
But I'm a rapper, not a actor and I can't lie, I do a damn good job
When it come to me just actin' like I'm happy (Okay)
No, I ain't rushin' to no casket but when is all gon' end?
Think I get it from Lynn, depression is my best friend (My best friend)
They tell you poke your chest out, n***a, take it to the chin
Like you ain't supposed to have no fuckin' feelings as a man (No)
Sometimes I done had dreams I'm livin' in Japan
Think I belong in Africa, send me to the Motherland (Motherland)
Wanna say sorry to my fans, all the shit I go through, you'll never understand (You'll never understand)
Sittin' in the dark with your gun in your hand (Gun in your hand)
What if I play russian roulette with a Glock?
A full clip and I put one in the head
If it wasn't for my seed, I'd pack my shit and leave (I'm gone)
Tell everybody I love 'em, it ain't y'all, it's me (It's me)
I only wanna be free, done threw my phone in the ocean
Only get calls when you need me (Only call when they need me)
Don't be surprised I survived, I'm still breathin' (I'm still breathin')
It would be a lie if I said this shit was easy
When they can't control the great, they hate, for example, Chris Breezy (Chris Breezy)
Show 'em I can do this shit my way, they play like they don't see me
I'm still greavin', that shit will never go away (It'll never go)
Tell Satan and his demons that my soul will never be for take (Hell no)
I don't give a fuck what they talkin' 'bout, they can keep the paper (Keep 'em)
I got two hours left before I pack my shit and leave the label (Bitch, I'm gone)
Swear I do this shit for that boy, tell that lawyer she can save it (She can save it)
A lot of stuff I did, I gotta take it to the grave with me (To the grave)
I hope that they don't forgave for the ones in the graveyard (Graveyard)
Play with your life like it's a game, gotta pay for it, keep the change
I ain't tryna feel this pain today, I just take a raincheck (A raincheck)
'Cause even when it go away, I know it's comin' back (It's comin' back)
I need my main man 'cause he know me exactly (Know the way you act)
So much love in the city, the haters can't wait to attack
Fuck what the streets sayin', fuck what he and she sayin'
I know n***as, they hit dice like Roshonda and Sheff G, man
Do your homework before you put yourself in and what not to do (What not to do)
Talk your life right in a n***a hand, you won't even have a clue
Say they gon' do what to who? Right now, I'm feelin' angry
I'm dealin' with depression and everyday I'm stressin'
I don't take losses, I take lessons and I know God blessed me (I know God blessed me)
But I ain't ashamed to say I question faith (What's goin' on?)
I been on the road three years straight, what to show for it? Not a thing
Really 'bout to go insane but let them tell it, I'm ungrateful (I'm ungrateful)
When I appreciated everythin' that fuckin' came (Everythin')
But I guess it's fuck my health, only worried about theyself (Shit)
When I'm gone they gon' prolly care, shit, prolly not (Prolly not)
After a week, all them crocodile tears, I bet they stop (I bet it's gone)
Stop tellin' me you with me, this shit all on me (All on me)
Won't be long 'til I'm gone and you all gon' see