Alaina Castillo
​beautiful silence
[Verse 1]
I trapped away myself
In deathly darkness
Now I'm left with no one else
Except my sadness
I asked and I received total silence

[Verse 2]
I crept up to his throat
My hands were writhing
I kissed him as he woke
His lips were violent
He screamed a single note
Then total silence

[Chorus]
I tried to fight the hate
He wouldn't stop
But he made a ghost of me
I cried awake at night
And fantasized of beautiful silence

[Bridge]
You bruised me, broke me
Trapped me, sold me, burn me slowly
Told me no one was open to love one as broken as I
[Verse 3]
I saw a dancing fool down by the crossroads
I tore my soul in two
He laughed as he spoke
Oh have no fear my child
For you will rise in beautiful silence

[Outro]
Revenge and afterlife
A lullaby of beautiful silence
Of beautiful silence