Enkay47
Drowning
[INTRO]
And I'm drowning
I've been drowning underwater
Please, help me
Please, can someone save me?
I'm drowning
I've been drowning underwater
Please, help me
Please, can someone save me?

[VERSE]
Yeah, I've been drowning underwater, I've been drowning in debt
I've been drowning with this depression, I can't get outta my bed
I just called my doctor up, and told him that I'm outta my meds
I swear to fucking God, I thought I was outta my head
But I'm back in it, I can't finish a task given to mе
I live in the past, I wish I lived in thе present
I wish I wasn't a mess, and I wish I wasn't a wreck, and
And I tell myself it's a test, and
And since we're bein' real with each other
I fuckin' hate myself, I can't believe I let it get to this
I told myself, when I was a kid that I would never live
The way that I been livin' my life, I wish I could live it twice
'Cause this is all that I've got left from missing what's right

[Chorus]
And I'm drowning
I've been drowning underwater
Please, help me
Please, can someone save me?
I'm drowning
I've been drowning underwater
Please, help me
Please, can someone save me?
[VERSE]
Yeah, I've been drowning underwater, don't know how to escape
When I try to quit my addictions, I feel like I'm 'bout to break
And they try to tell me, "Stay positive", bitch, get outta my face
Just because you tell me that, doesn't fuckin' mean I'ma change
I've tried everything to quit, from therapy to the gym
Temporarily, it works, then I find myself here, again
I feel defeated, so instead of tryin' again, I binge
Now, I'm lower than I was before I started this shit
I fuckin' hate myself, I can't believe I let it get this far
Now, I'm try'na quit something, I never even meant to start
Imagine seein' yourself, not knowin' who you are
If you know what I'm sayin', I'm sorry, this shit is fuckin' hard

[Chorus]
And I'm drowning
I've been drowning underwater
Please, help me
Please, can someone save me?
I'm drowning
I've been drowning underwater
Please, help me
Please, can someone save me?

[VERSE]
Yeah, I'm not proud of myself, but I take full accountability for drowning
I doubt that if I really got the help I wanted, I would be helped
I'd pro'ly dig myself another tunnel down to this hell
And, that's the point that I've been try'na make, is I could wake up every day
Just to bitch and complain, hoping someone else'll fix me
I know the water's pourin' in, and my breath is constricting
I've only got a minute left, an' the time is ticking
[OUTRO]
And I'm drowning
I've been drowning underwater
Please, help me
Please, can someone save me?
I'm drowning
I've been drowning underwater
Please, help me
Please, can someone save me?