[Lyrics from Live Performance]

[Verse 1]
Well, I put on this shirt because it smells like you
And I talked in my session with an open heart
Didn't sleep that much because my mind won't quit
The violent gruesome unbearable shit

[Chorus]
What could have better than
If I just had my shit together?
What could have better than
If I just had somebody different?

[Verse 2]
Well, I know that we're not meant to be
'Cause you look too easy giving up on me
So I dig myself into the deepest hell
So deep that you won't even rеcognize me
And I hate thе way that you look at me now
Like I'm an old picture that you meant to throw out
Well, you must not know how much it hurts
If you did then you wouldn't be watching me worse

[Chorus]
What could have better than
If I just had my shit together?
What could have better than
If I just had somebody different?
If I just had somebody better?
If I just had my shit together?